The day I lost Toby I held him in my arms, his head on my shoulder, I felt his last breath. It broke my heart making the decision, however Toby let me know in his own way, that he was tired of the fight. I could see it in his eyes. While we waited at the vet’s, Toby purred and continued giving me head butts. I was crying. It felt as if he was comforting me somehow.